crazy sleep

UGH! i can't take it no more.. like wtf. this sleep thing is driving me fucking insane! like i haven't rly slept lately.. i'll get up every other hour... and now im up at like 2am and it's now 4am and im still not fallin asleep! like wtf is wrong with me lately? like im not myself i've been actin different and everything is fine.. im not stressin no women.. no friends.. only thing im stressin is school like. i should be fine.. =/ idk what's wrong wit me. more shit i gotta deal with i guess.

writing for the sake of writing

hmm idk what to talk about.. cause there's soo much going on. As most of my friends know i still have the clutch problem.. it's gonna be $300 just to get a new one.. then i gotta get it installed which would be about another $300. not to mention i need $500 for my wiring harness that's still getting built as I type this thing. ugh everything has been so damn hectic lately. 2 fucking jobs. late nights. early mornings.. and school. it's just too much ya know. and now my dad is tryna buy shit for him and spend over $2000 for a motorcycle for himself. (it's suppose to be for me... but he's looking for him) ugh i don't even care about the motorcycles anymore.. im more into the car scene anyway.. and i could care less if he sold my bike and got something else. So yeah that's bascily a sum of my life right now. =/ it's all bullshit and im still broke as ever.. even with 2 jobs im still not making much money after all my expenses (phone and gas and food.) i actually been hustlin tho.. like im not proud of what im doing but im making the extra money i need. and i rly just need this $600 so i can get to school and work to make the money. it's just hard ya know. not mention everyone wants my attention.. cause they going thro some drama.. and when i tell them about my shit it always gets changed back towards them. it's like they don't fucking care. but w.e i'll just get thro this shit sooner or later... i hope