ughh!

Ok so everything isn't going the way I played. Im off to a shitty start in school. Im already behind and im stressing it already. =/ my dad is on my ass about getting a job. He wants me to get a job so I can make money on the side and he doesn't have to put out much money to help me out. Im affraid to get a job because then i'll just end up not having a life. I won't be able to see my friends much. I wanna help my dad with the money situation. I did it before in highschool and im willing to do it again now. then my gf is in the hospital and she's gonna be there for a few days. Her parents are like the worse. they are extremely mean to her, and they don't like me for whatever reason. I'm a nice guy I can't see why they wouldn't like me. but im not stressing that because they don't have to like me, so it's whatever.I didn't go to bed til like 2:30am and now im up at 8:30 so i've had about 6 hours of sleep. And lately that's all I rly ever need. this whole 8 hour and 10 hour sleeps just make me feel worse. Then there's my brother in law who said he was gonna come down last weekend to see me. I don't know why I got my hopes up to see him when I knew deep down inside he was gonna let me down and say something just came up. I talked with my dad so everything is ok there. We all went out to dinner last night. it was amazing! I felt soo much better. We actually felt like a family again. and I was happy to be apart of it!

now im late for school.....


*more to come...