feeling left out?

U ever have the feeling where everyone doesn't want to tell u the whole truth? and for some odd reason u can kinda tell that it's because it's something bad. Idk but ppl aren't being honest with me lately! it's like wtf. it's just not my friends tho.. it's family too now. i figured out the family one out rly quick tho.. and there was nothing wrong with it.. it was just something my dad felt ashamed of.. and didn't wanna tell me. but he actually nvr told me.. my mom did. but anyway.. then there's my friends.. they don't wanna tell me what's buggin them and it hurts just as much as if they were family ya know? cause all my friends are good friends of yrs! and some since like grade school. So at times i consider them to be as family cause i basicly known them all my life.