some things i've been wanting to talk about

So i wanted to talk about what's been eating at me for awhile now.. and that's been getting me pretty upset. I've been talking to my ex and we've hung out a couple times... but since the last time we hung out she's gone thro so much. Which i can understand she needs her space. But i just wanted to see what's up with her and check up on her to see how's she's doing.. ya know? so i've been like ignored for the past month or w.e IM's, txts, and phone calls. No big deal.. but when i last recently contacted her... it was about my friend being in jail.. which is her friend too.. she finally talked to me.. and comfort me. which was good. but it took my friend being in jail... for us to talk that i don't like. Not to mention before we even hung out we had an agreement to talk at least once a week. Well obviously that agreement has been broken.. not by me... but by her. I made the effort.. and now im tired. So if she still wants to talk to me.. she can... im done making the effort to talk to her... just because it's gotten me no where... and i get mad when im ignored. I had actually deleted her number and all yet again... but only ended up adding it again.. because... my best friend told me to talk to her... which i tried.. and oddly enough! a couple days later... he ends up getting arrested.... and she was the first person i told! funny how that works out.